October prompts ~ can't find the right word...

 

I am usually not at a loss for words.  Just ask my husband......or any of my sisters for that matter. 

But today, I can't quite put my finger on the word(s) that describe how I'm feeling right now.  

I'm:  GRATEFUL that baby Kastl had his surgery this week and is beginning his healing journey.  Thank you, God. 

I'm:  HAPPY that it's a lovely day, that the moon was full last night and it was quite beautiful.

I'm:  HEAVY hearted on some news I just heard but it's not mine to share. 

I'm:  EXCITED that my birthday is a week away, even though we have no plans.  I just like my birthday. Maybe because it is in the Fall of the year. 

I'm: HAPPY (AGAIN)for Alexander who is enjoying a guys' trip to Colorado for a friend's bachelor bash.  He works hard and deserves this little respite from the norm. 

Today I'm not particularly anxious about anything.  (Not even the upcoming election!!)

My energy level is pretty steady and I'm able to get out and enjoy this sunshine. Most of today and tomorrow, I'm basically on my own here.  That's ok, I have plenty to do to stay occupied. Lulu and I will just hang out.  

Mostly, I'm just looking inward for knowledge that this 'weird-nameless-feeling' will pass and everything is ok.  And that it will be.  Always.  Everything works to the good for those who love Him.  I know that.  

Until next time, friends.  

"Cast thy burdens upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee."  Ps 55:22  Love you all.  kellie  💕